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bad bad bad girl [25 Apr 2006|08:12am] So yesterday was my day off. Allison and I went to south coast for lunch and munched on corner bakery (i live there, i swear). After that we went to my jewerly shop to look at rings. I showed her Bryan's ring that I got him and then our eyes started wandering to the diamonds :/ Allison tried on this two carat and almost ran out the door with it and I tried on my old ring but a much bigger version :] I decided that I loved it and put it on hold for Bryan :x Breaking the news about the price wasn't as bad as I thought it would be so yay. New ring in a couple weeks. 1 comment|post comment

we were only freshmen [23 Apr 2006|11:54am] So Bryan's mother came to my work yesterday. I was helping her find some shoes when she hugged me and told me she knew I was pregnant! She just smiled and I started crying. So basically everyone knows now. They want Faye and I to move in with them. Faye will take the spare bedroom and Bryan and I will have his room. Bryan and I are talking about marriage and when we should actually finally do it. This is all so exciting - I couldn't be more excited/happy. I want to jump and scream. I am happy. 5 comments|post comment

wet wet eyes [21 Apr 2006|10:25am] [ mood | nauseated ] [ music | weezer ] So I think morning sickness has found me. Soon I will only be eating food that doesnt taste bad coming back up. I was cramping terribly the other day at work but I'm fine now. Bryan has been extremely nice to me lately. I don't know why but I'm just going to let it slide for now. The other night I was dreaming when I was awoken by Bryan just bawling. He always cries when he dreams about me - it's weird, we have the worst nightmares about eachother, yet it doesn't phase us. I think he wants an xbox360 for fathers day. That is the last thing I want to get him. Why? 1. I think they're retarded 2. I think they're retarded 3. What fun is an xbox for me? Is that bad? Probably. We'll most likely go on a shopping spree. He's buying me a ton of maternity clothes for my gift, which is nice because I did not want to spend the money. My lips have been horribly chapped for a week and Faye ate my chapstick. 3 comments|post comment

[03 Apr 2006|09:24pm] [ mood | fat ] [ music | the history channel ] So my days off have been great except I keep finding myself back at work doing paperwork because I am crazy like that and I don't know why. Faye and I spent most of the day at the mall shopping. We had lunch at the rainforest with Allison and then went home to my mothers to recover. Then I went shopping again :x Bryan just left, he comes every night for his lunch break. I like it. I'm so tired now. I can feel my body changing and it's extremely tiring. I wish I hadn't found out so soon. Now all I have to do is wait. I wish I was 20 weeks, 20 weeks would be nice, but not 4, I'm barely 4 weeks pregnant - I have a long wait. I'm bored so I'm posting recent pictures I haven't posted before, I don't think. This was at a going away party for a girl at my work. The theme was white trash Bryan's best friend, my friend Cooney, He's a crazy little thing Me, duh Faye and her dad New juicy tiny family 4 comments|post comment

want to shake your tree [31 Mar 2006|07:42am] Yesterday Bryan's family took Faye to get her pictures taken with the easter Bunny. They stopped by my work after and visited - Faye looked adorable in her dress and pink patent leather shoes. Faye is currently dancing to Sean Paul's "Temperature" I have two days off in a row, amazing. I told everyone at work yesterday the good news. Their reactions consisted of hugs, screaming, rubbing the belly and making me cry. Miss Mel is leaving and going back to Austraila. Mel is an amazing little woman at my work and I will miss her dearly. Allison and I are having breakfast in a couple hours, then we're heading over to target to buy Faye a new carseat and hopefully some new baby stuff. I know it's early but I am too excited. 1 comment|post comment

aint that beautiful [30 Mar 2006|07:45am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | steve miller band - the joker ] Things I cant do now: 1. Smoke :[ 2. Drink :[ 3. Go out:] (late) Considering I just found out yesterday my family has no idea. Bryan came over and I was just smiling and he figured it all out. We layed in bed laughin, talking about the future and our baby. I had a feeling the past week that I might be. I couldnt stop thinking about babies and pregnant women. I'm glad I got to confirm it this early again. >Side note: Faye has ear phones on right now (not attached to anything) and is singing and dancing to something I cant hear I know you guys are probably slapping your forehead and thinking displeasing thoughts about me but whatever. I couldnt be more happier to be pregnant again. Faye is going to be a big sister and Im finally going to make a family with Bryan. 5 comments|post comment

joy. [29 Mar 2006|08:42pm] Bryan and I are expecting. I'm going to burst from excitement!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 8 comments|post comment

as she screams [28 Feb 2006|09:44am] 11 comments|post comment

[02 Feb 2006|09:28am] So my now ex boyfriend dumped me the day before my birthday. I spent the day pouting, drinking and shopping at Louis Vuitton. I absolutely love my new bag ! ( Read more... ) 8 comments|post comment

mr brightside [11 Jan 2006|10:25am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | moby - porcelain ] I love music. It gives me gooosebumps. So Bryan has been insanely nice to me lately. It's kind of weird but whatever, I'll just appreciate it. We always have the worst luck when it comes to doing thigs together. Whenever we arent tired from working our friends are or it's too late to do anything and when something is going on we are too pooped to go and end up staying in. I've been cleaning like a mexican, and I'm almost finished with my room. I'm thinking about putting in wood floors in my room and just re- doing it completely. It should feel like home somewhere in my home, shouldn't it? My birthday is next week and if all goes well I am investing in a new purse. I'm either getting the cabas mezzo by LV $920 or the Dior Hobo for $890 I am torn though. I already have louis vuitton but i really really really like the mezzo, but I don't have any dior. Oh my life is just so hard, no? No, I guess it's not Please help with some imput, thx 12 comments|post comment

[17 Dec 2005|11:16pm] So the laguna beach producers called my work a couple days ago. they want to film at our store again on tuesday, this should be amusing. on a more amusing note. i just called the cops on two idiots that parked completely in my driveway. they will be towed soon 4 comments|post comment

[13 Dec 2005|04:20am] lots and lots of pictures ( Read more... ) post comment

thanks again, bryan [03 Nov 2005|08:52am] I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing 1 comment|post comment

[01 Sep 2005|11:26pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | the news ] Thinking about all those people in New Orleans breaks my heart and angers it just as much. I couldnt imagine that happening here, all those people dead, dying, starving, and in constant pain. How can we sleep at night knowing that so many of our people are in such distress. I feel selfish and can not even start to think about all those millions people around the world that live this every day. I'll be damned to hell if I just push this out of my mind and pretend it's not happening. There are people. Right now, crying, starving and dying while I sit in my warm little house, typing on my stupid computer. I wish there was more that I can do besides donate money to some organization. I want to be there - is that even posssible? 4 comments|post comment

tums [27 Jun 2005|01:53am] So a detective called wanting to know if I wanted to purse the case to the DA. I said yes, I'm pretty scared, he was a dick saying that maybe I let him rape me something stupid like that and I don't think anything will happen but at least maybe this time I'll get some closure on this. Faye is running around talking as best as she can. Work is going great - I miss you all <3 4 comments|post comment

back again [13 Jun 2005|09:37am] Find me on MySpace and be my friend! 2 comments|post comment

I've returned [10 Jun 2005|03:01pm] [ mood | FAT ] [ music | the disney channel ] So I've been MIA for awhile but now I am back. Things between Bryan and I are non-existent. We broke up over a week ago. I lost/gave up so much to have my freedom. The first few days were hell, I didnt even want to move. I am eternally grateful to Allison and my other friends that were there for me during the 'greiving' process. Work is going well - the kids at my work didn't like the fact that I was younger than them and their supervisor but I think they've all gotten over it. I just found out that one of the boys at my work was one of the top 30 finalists for the first American Idol, Mr Adriel Herrera. Look him up. Miss Faye is doing wonderfully. She's now 10 months old and wont stop running around. She's gotten very good at walking, and says "papa" and "gracias". Her hair is obviously still blonde and her eyes are still a beauitful blue. She's a lot more fun now - I can't wait to have small conversations with my little goat. The other night I was in HB trying to ignore some creep trying to hit on me when a guy (whose name is Erik) came by, he pretended to be my boyfriend and walked me away from the weirdo. After that we talked, he got my number and we ended up hanging out almost the whole week. The other night we went to Cafe Ruba, played chess for an hour then walked on the beach. It was nice. Today is my day off. It will be spent relaxing, feeling hot, playing with Faye and cleaning my whole damned house. Then maybe seeing Erik. I hope some of my old friends add me back - Comment with questions and greetings, bye y'all My new cowboy boots 19 comments|post comment

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